How funny things can be oftentimes.
In January 2007, I mustered up my courage, waved goodbye to Malaysia, and boarded the plane for a 2 day-long journey to America — to a country I’d been dreaming of living in since I was in junior high.
During my 32 months in the land far away, I didn’t get to visit home once. For someone who had never traveled that far and been on her own for that long, I found myself struggling to adapt to the new physical environment. (An average of -15°C daily in the winter, for a season that lasts for 7 months a year. Imagine this, too: Sun rises at 9 a.m. and sets by 4.30 p.m. Vitamin-D deprivation? You bet!)
In the midst of coping with culture shock and academic requirements, I underwent depression during my first school term there, which took 7 kilograms out of me in 4 months. Time elapsed, and I was subsequently driven to constant homesickness. I’d daydream, missing my family and friends and everything at home that I took for granted. Every Lunar New Year, I’d be filled with deep remorse. “How I wish I’m home to immerse myself in the festivities … to celebrate New Year with my loved ones,” I’d say to myself as I sobbed.
Now that I’m home, I find myself in a similar situation. The tables are turned, however. I miss America, my “family” and friends and everything I took for granted there! With Thanksgiving drawing near, the sentiment gets even more overpowering! I’d daydream, reminiscing the moments I spent there.
In a winter, on one freezing Sunday afternoon, I was served with hot dishes and roast for lunch at my American family’s. Honestly, I can’t quite recall every item at the table except my American mom’s baked beans.
Ah, baked beans! They deserve more attention than being stereotyped as merely canned food. Call me naïve! I never thought that baked beans can be fixed from scratch! As simple as it may seem, for an Asian city girl who grew up with canned ones, my American mom’s baked beans blew me away. Hers tasted sweet, with a nice warm tone from the ketchup, molasses and mustard. I think she threw in quite a handful of finely diced potatoes, which helped thicken up the sauce. Nice!
Missing my American family and getting hit by my sudden cravings for good baked beans, I went around trying my luck in search of the right beans for my baked beans. Here’s what I’d learned: don’t use canned beans — use dried beans! (Duh!)
For my first batch of baked beans, to lessen my work and to save cost, I bought canned red kidney beans. A bad move? You betcha! The absence of that intense earthy flavor that characterizes most beans left me with discontent. I was unable to resign myself to the consequence my unwise decision had brought.
On the other hand, to cook and permeate them thoroughly with flavors, the beans are baked for very long hours. Alas, for a poor freshie like me, that very method of cooking isn’t fiscally feasible. My electric bill skyrocketed in the same month! (Ouch!)
My appetite for baked beans remained unsatisfied. To quell the uneasiness in me, I set off to make another batch.
What I have not told you, though, is I didn’t follow in my American mom’s footsteps. Learning from my mistakes, I referred to a couple of recipes and went my own way. Eventually, I was rewarded with a huge pot of Boston baked beans without much effort invested. Instead of in the oven, everything was done on the stove.
Boston baked beans are authentically American. They are so Bostonian now that the city itself has been nicknamed the “Beantown.” No ketchup is used. Instead, the beans are sweetened purely with molasses, and so they look darker. Other ingredients such as mustard, onion and cured pork help zest things up, too.
However, my Boston baked beans do have one thing in common with my American mom’s. Remembering the pinto beans I saw in her pantry, which almost always wind up as refried beans in her family’s tacos, I followed suit. So, ours are essentially baked pinto beans. Sounds Tex-Mex, huh? (Haha!)
How time flies! I’ve left America for 14 months! Continuing with my tradition of a virtual celebration, I’d like to share my Boston baked beans at the Thanksgiving table this holiday season.
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| Thanksgiving 2008 with my American sister Abbi and her family — my last Thanksgiving dinner in America |
Just last weekend, I was lucky to have been able to catch up briefly with my American sister Keren. “We all miss you,” she said. “Serious?” I asked. “Of course, you’ve been part of our lives,” she answered. Hey, Keren! Ya know what, you just made Pei-Lin cry!
I’m no American, but the country and its people were part of my life for close to 3 years. I’m not physically in America anymore, but my thoughts are always with my folks back there. They always stood by me emotionally. It’s tough to imagine going through all the emotional setbacks alone back then.
This year, Thanksgiving falls on Nov 25. To all my “family” and friends back in the States, and to anyone who celebrates this special occasion, happy Thanksgiving! To all my readers, happy Thanksgiving too! Thank you for being supportive despite the fact that it’s getting harder and harder for me to write more frequently! You guys rock!
Boston Baked Beans
Adapted from “The James Beard Cookbook,” by James Beard
Originally published with The Arsenal, by Amanda Hesser
In The New York Times; on March 26, 2006
* I made a huge batch of the baked beans to freeze so I could bring to work for lunch throughout the week. I bet you’d scale down the recipe since most of you don’t have the habit of cooking in bulk. *
* Cooking is a live science. Adjust the seasonings to taste! *
6 cups dried navy beans
* I used dried pinto beans. *
Salt — to taste
3 large onions — peeled and washed to clean
400 ~ 500 g spareribs/ lean pork with rind on/ or salt-cured pork e.g. bacon
* Bacon gives the baked beans a pleasant smoky flavor. *
(A)
4 Tbsp dry mustard
2 Tbsp freshly ground black pepper — or to taste
3 dried bay leaves
1/4 ~ 1/3 cup apple cider vinegar
2 cups brown sugar
2 cups molasses
* Not blackstrap molasses! *
Salt — to taste
- Soak the beans in enough water overnight. After soaking, you should get about 12 cups of beans.
- Drain the beans the next day before cooking, and place them in a large pot that can be covered later. Add enough salt and enough room-temperature water to cover 2 inches above the beans. Over medium-high heat, bring to a boil. Then with the lid on, lower the heat to simmer the mixture gently and cook till the beans are barely tender. Stir occasionally. Check every so often, adding more boiling water to keep the beans covered as necessary. Once the beans have gotten barely tender, drain well and set them aside.
- In the bottom of another large pot, which can be covered later, place the peeled onions — yes, whole — and the pork. Spread the beans on top.
- Mix together (A) and pour over the beans. Pour in just enough boiling water to cover the beans, and put the lid on. Over high heat, bring to a boil. Once it’s boiling, lower the heat to let the mixture simmer gently, till the beans are tender but not falling apart. Check occasionally, adding more boiling water to keep the beans covered as necessary.
- Uncover the pot, season the beans with salt. Continue to cook the beans, without additional water, till the sauce has somewhat thickened and caramelized. Monitor the mixture; or else, you may end up with a pot of dry beans!
- Serve immediately for hot or warm baked beans, or let cool to room temperature before serving if that’s what you prefer.




19 comments:
When I think of Thanksgiving, I think of the Sales over there!!! Hahaha!!
Hey, this bean made not tooooooo long ago only. Cut queue, hahahah!!!
happy thanks giving pei-lin! awesome beans you got there!
I am sure if they read your blog, it will bring you closer to them. I have a suggestion... Maybe you can visit them during next year's Thanks Giving!
We would love to have you here! I hope you enjoyed your beans!
Mom forwarded your e-mail about skype. We do have it but are still learning how to use it. It would be fun to visit sometimes.
Happy thanksgiving Pei-Lin! I am so sure your American family miss you just as much. Besides giving thanks to all that we have, we reflect upon what we did the past year. I am thankful for having come to know a friend like you earlier this year. A supportive and cheerful gal, and always bringing me some sweet memories of USA, lol! Take care and have a good one! :)
Pei Lin....Happy Thanksgiving to you ! I am sure your American family will miss you too this Thanksgiving just as you miss them :)
I will try making this boston baked beans one day...looks delicious :)
Cheers,
Elin
I can tell that you miss your friends there a lot....and I am with Shirley, visit them for the next Thanksgiving!
The kidney bean looks delicious!
Angie
I love baked beans, but have never actually tried making it from scratch. These look yum!
Am sure your American family miss you, but the best thing nowadays is it's never 'really' goodbye as it's so much easier to connect via the lovely internet. :)
Nice to read about a little history of yours. Although thanksgiving is not really celebrated over here in our country, i think it's really special. Put us into thinking that we are thankful for and be in gratitude. At first glance, the beans here look like red beans..though i really havent tasted these before, i'm sure it taste fabulous especially cooking from scratch.
Sweet post, Pei-Lin! Steven is sitting here beside me reading and you made him cry! As I noticed Abbi commented and said we are still figuring out the skype. Hope we will be able to visit sometime. .... We are eating Thanksgiving leftovers yet....mostly pies! Love, Bonnie
Time flies, and now alr end of 2010. You are home, no more depression...
shame on me - the only baked beans I've eaten are the canned ones. yours made from scratch look much healthier and yummier ^^
@Wendy: Yup, I think of Black Friday too! But throughout my 32 months there, I never made an effort to participate in the shopping madness! That's nuts! Think about queueing up for hours in the freezing Minnesota winter! Sorry, not my thing. Haiya, I blog by reasons and by mood. So, any backlogs can cut queue one ... LOL!
@Jess H., : Thanks! Happy belated Thanksgiving to you, too!
@Shirley: Yes, my American family and friends do read my blog. It's a way for them to stay close to me. We've been touching base with each other every so often. I wish I have the financial capability to fly to the U.S. every summer. Unfortunately, I don't, for a freshie who just started out working for a little over a year.
@Elin: Yea, we do! Thank you so much for the well wishes! Hope you'll like baked beans Boston style! Hope to see ya again one day!
@Angie: Haha! We do miss one another a lot! But, I'm financially capable to afford trans-Pacific air tickets every year as of yet. Thank you for the encouraging words!
@Su-yin: Thank you for the encouraging words!! We do miss one another a lot. Yes! The Internet changes the whole world!! Without it, I wouldn't have been able to know you too! See!
@lena: LOL! Yea, Malaysians don't celebrate Thanksgiving except those folks in that American Embassy on Jalan Duta. Haha! I do! Well, when we're thankful of those around us/counting our blessings, it's Thanksgiving every day. I wish you could have some! I shared these beans with my family and a close friend-cum-colleague. Baked beans made from scratch put canned ones to shame!
@Siew Lay: Yea, seriously. It's Dec 2010 tomorrow!!?? I'm home, still feeling depressed, though, but for VERY different reasons. =S
@Wiffy: Hey! Thank you! Since you cook uber well, making baked beans from scratch shouldn't be a problem for you. =)
@Bee Bee: A happy belated Thanksgiving to you, too! I guess what binds us together, besides our love for baking and cooking, should be our memories from the States. But yours is SO California. HAHA! I'm glad to be able to know a friend like you in person, too -- not just online! Take care! Enjoy the holiday! Have fun in CA!
@Abbi: Happy Belated Thanksgiving!!! Hope you had a blast on that special occasion! Ah!!! I'd LOVE, LOVE to be there with you guys to celebrate Thanksgiving together! I miss y'all A LOT!!! I wish you all could have the beans, too! See you on Skype in the near future! Take care!
@Bonnie: Happy Belated Thanksgiving!! Serious? I'm gonna ask the same thing to you like what I did to Keren on MSN the other day. Haha! Steve cried!!?? Throughout my 32 months there, I'd only seen him doing that like once or twice!? Goodness! Awwww ... I MISS, MISS YOU ALL A LOT!!! I wish I have the money to visit you guys in Minnesota every summer. I miss the summer there! It's different than Malaysia for sure, though, it's summer here all year round. I know! Thanksgiving and Christmas always bless us with LOTS of leftovers! Hmmm ... I think I'm craving for pies now. Will make apple and pumpkin pies then. Not minced pie, though. I miss your pumpkin-ish desserts! Hopefully, we can visit with each other on Skype soon. Take care! I miss your voice.
如果我是妳,一定很難適應,兩個地方的氣溫相差太大了,-15°C度我應該會凍死,馬來西亞應該是長年如夏吧,剛去過北京回來-4°C也差點受不了,不過有位住哈爾濱的朋友說北京沒冬天,因為他們平均是-2X°C。。。。。
Baked Beans my fave! Next time you must make this for me to try..cos i always eat the can version..lol! I'm sure this must taste so much better! :D
What a stunning holiday recipe! Would you like to submit it to my contest to win a cookbook? Just wanting to share the holiday cheer (and exposure to your blog) Would love for you to win :) http://ow.ly/3j61M
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